HER
Tomorrow shall be the worst day of my life. It is the day I shall for once will label myself 'selfish' and 'cruel'.
Yup. Today marks my maid last day in service for me. Though I'll surely make her do some more housework tomorrow before I let her off. I haven't told her yet.
So much things have happened before my naked eyes. My mom is pissed off with her for certain personal things which I definitely can't mention here. Biasalah.
Actually, I thought without working, I could still afford her. But after checking my other secret account, I had to do something. But not as extremely soon as this.
Oh well. It wasn't my idea to have her in the first place, because with my own-then salary, I knew I couldn't afford one. But then, I got her still for 6 months now.
She is a good maid, doesn't like to go out on her own and hardworking. However, she likes to retort back when questioned and organise things her own ways. I'm on the other hand, am a good nyonya. I tend to be too flexible with her ways and only yell at her when she is slow at my respond.
Everyone knows that I'm giving her up except my dad. He surely will make her stay and pay her salary out of his own pocket.*hint* So my sister will softly break the news to him on this coming Monday.
MIL wasn't too keen on me letting her go either. She is concerned on the future when I'd like to back to work and who will look after my kid/s. I've already reasoned her out but it seemed MIL still don't get it.
For the now future, I am not going back to work. I will find work (part-time basis) and I will look after my kid/s. I've already made my mom and sister PROMISE to help me out. And if I am going back to work in FAR future, I will definitely work things out.
The main reason is I am holding the key. I am NOT going to WASTE my money on a luxury that I don't need right now. Probably will never in future. I have other plans for that money to spend on - for example, help my hubby out if he is low in cash.
But I'll surely need help in like 6 months from now. Please do come and volunteer to be as much involved in buying things and helping me out. Thank you.
To her, I'm truly sorry.
To myself, sigh. I have to be strong to tackle housework and 2 men. =)
Tomorrow shall be the worst day of my life. It is the day I shall for once will label myself 'selfish' and 'cruel'.
Yup. Today marks my maid last day in service for me. Though I'll surely make her do some more housework tomorrow before I let her off. I haven't told her yet.
So much things have happened before my naked eyes. My mom is pissed off with her for certain personal things which I definitely can't mention here. Biasalah.
Actually, I thought without working, I could still afford her. But after checking my other secret account, I had to do something. But not as extremely soon as this.
Oh well. It wasn't my idea to have her in the first place, because with my own-then salary, I knew I couldn't afford one. But then, I got her still for 6 months now.
She is a good maid, doesn't like to go out on her own and hardworking. However, she likes to retort back when questioned and organise things her own ways. I'm on the other hand, am a good nyonya. I tend to be too flexible with her ways and only yell at her when she is slow at my respond.
Everyone knows that I'm giving her up except my dad. He surely will make her stay and pay her salary out of his own pocket.*hint* So my sister will softly break the news to him on this coming Monday.
MIL wasn't too keen on me letting her go either. She is concerned on the future when I'd like to back to work and who will look after my kid/s. I've already reasoned her out but it seemed MIL still don't get it.
For the now future, I am not going back to work. I will find work (part-time basis) and I will look after my kid/s. I've already made my mom and sister PROMISE to help me out. And if I am going back to work in FAR future, I will definitely work things out.
The main reason is I am holding the key. I am NOT going to WASTE my money on a luxury that I don't need right now. Probably will never in future. I have other plans for that money to spend on - for example, help my hubby out if he is low in cash.
But I'll surely need help in like 6 months from now. Please do come and volunteer to be as much involved in buying things and helping me out. Thank you.
To her, I'm truly sorry.
To myself, sigh. I have to be strong to tackle housework and 2 men. =)
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2 Comments:
awak u MIA so long.. hehehe friday nie kite nak gi expo nye kahwin2 fair. awak dah buat kan the list?
i change my blog add. do link me.. http://strawberryliciouz.blogspot.com
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