a year almost a month old anniversary
we have reached a year almost a month ago.
we went to Swensen at Changi Airport on my request to celebrate with baby.
i decided to don the tudung, a trial for future.
i kinda like it though.
we have fun though the next day, baby kena high fever.
so what has happened then?
we got married.
we went for honeymoon.
i got pregnant.
9 mths 3 weeks later, i gave birth via E.Caesarean to a baby boy.
we get a taste of reality on financial, emotional and in-laws.
i suffer from all three.
i am still coping with all three.
but i think i am happy now.
nothing concern me more than my baby boy and my hubby.
am i in depression denial?
i don't know. a close friend says i need help. but do i?
i think i'm ok. i think i keep most of the things to myself. most importantly, i think i try too much to make everyone happy, in return, i have to pretend to be happy.
and i think that's reality for many many married women like me.
to my hubby, i love you a great deal and won't even dare to make you upset or question your motive on every decision you make. I respect you as a leader of the family. I pray you will graduate from your studies with great results. I pray you will get a better job that has better benefits for the family. I pray that I can focus on being a wife and a mother to both of you. I don't think i've done enough on that.
we have reached a year almost a month ago.
we went to Swensen at Changi Airport on my request to celebrate with baby.
i decided to don the tudung, a trial for future.
i kinda like it though.
we have fun though the next day, baby kena high fever.
so what has happened then?
we got married.
we went for honeymoon.
i got pregnant.
9 mths 3 weeks later, i gave birth via E.Caesarean to a baby boy.
we get a taste of reality on financial, emotional and in-laws.
i suffer from all three.
i am still coping with all three.
but i think i am happy now.
nothing concern me more than my baby boy and my hubby.
am i in depression denial?
i don't know. a close friend says i need help. but do i?
i think i'm ok. i think i keep most of the things to myself. most importantly, i think i try too much to make everyone happy, in return, i have to pretend to be happy.
and i think that's reality for many many married women like me.
to my hubby, i love you a great deal and won't even dare to make you upset or question your motive on every decision you make. I respect you as a leader of the family. I pray you will graduate from your studies with great results. I pray you will get a better job that has better benefits for the family. I pray that I can focus on being a wife and a mother to both of you. I don't think i've done enough on that.
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3 Comments:
Hi
I often read your blog. Its been quite a while u ddin't update. Anyway, U look good wearing the tudung.
As for us women / wives, its part of our daily life to endure common problem like inlaws, financial and emotional. That's part of bits and pieces of married life. Add a lit bit of spice to our life. Inlaw, sometimes, we can disagree with them, so we simply just ignore them. U should try to get to knw them better. Nah... u are not under depression denial..Believe it or not try to recollect back what actually bothering you.. at the end of the day you will find yourself amuse. Dun think so much.
I used to be like u. My main problem is my inlaw. I've gone thru a lot of tongue slashing / gossiping from my MIL and her sisters abt me. I was so depressed and emotional but Alhamdullilah my husband was very understanding and support me all the way.. Now my In laws are staying with me. So far alhamdullilah things turn out fine We take this opportunity to get to know each other and now we are like mother and daughter.
U must tink that i must be very kapo huh. giving u all these advise. Just something to share from my experience.
Have a great weekend!!
Halo..How are you? I hope you are fine. U look nice wif the tudung.. Keep it up.
I know there are some people who just got married has to go thru problems like in laws, financial & emotional. Well i always believe that this is just a temporary thing that you have to go thru. Everything will be ok, Insya Allah.
Thank you to both anonymous. very sound advises, i appreciate a lot. =)
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