bye to my M-leave, hello to Proof

today is officially my last day at home, my last day for my 3 months maternity leave. Hey do you know it isn't really 3 months? isn't 3 months by simple mathematics equivalent to 90 days?

hell no. it is only for 84 days. Utterly unfair.

Oh well.

i hate to say this but i think i love my life like this. stay home mum rather than a working mum. but still, i can't help it. i love to earn and spend.

however, i shall miss bathing my son, breastfeeding my son and cuddling him so that he will sleep after a feed. i shall miss his smile, his cries and his stretching.

sigh... but i can't help it.

i am certainly sure that i'll grow jealous of my domestic helper being close to my baby. sigh. that's the worst feeling for a new mum, you know.

i am certainly sure that i'd still love to continue breast-feeding my son. it's a practical milk and free. though i'll have to express it for him during the day.

i've got to go for my baby needs me now.

signing off...

a mother and a worker.