When Aida Sleeps
Usually when i'm not in a grumpy mood, i would sleep peacefully while my hubby watch me smiling.
But when i'am in a grumpy mood, i would be the one watching my hubby sleep.
So yesterday was a bit of limit for me.
You see, i am frustrated with things happening around me. My bro is having issues with the wifey and *shakes head* the wifey is one confused mad drama woman from KL.
At first, she annoyed me for (a)not liking me coz i don't cover up and (b) for ill-treating my bro as her hubby. Now she irritated me by not allowing my grandma and aunt to come and sleepover at their crib in JB. She really want to kena SmAcK sama me!
you wait you wait.
Then secondly maybe i myself mad also. I'm into 31 weeks of my pregnancy stage. My baby is fine, doing super well and position ready to come out. I keep telling him, please wait and be patience.
I'm getting heavier and feel heavier. I'm weighing 60.5 kg now or more, heh. Clothes not fitting well lately. The baby kicking is stronger each day and i'm happy when he kicks.
Next week I'd be going for my check-up, 32 weeks soon. My gynae wanna do a 3d scan of my baby's face if he doesn't cover up like last week. Be good baby boy, mummy wanna see you.
I'm getting tired easily and sleepy and mood swing. I feel like i need 100% undivided attention from my dear hubby. Especially at night before my bed-time. It's just that sometimes, i'm often left alone to doze off at night while hubby watches his japanese cartoons at the retro room.
but yesterday, with coming home to a slightly messy house (to me lar) and tired, and hubby already planned his cartoons viewing, i got upset and depressed.
So i cried while trying to sleep ~ alone ~ unintentionally.
i feel lonely and sad at the same time like nobody cares for me. It annoyed further when i heard hubby laughing and enjoying himself. Hey, he's home earlier than me and has already plunged into watching at least 2 episode of cartoons, another 2 cartoons while i watched the amazing race and yet he still continued to watch more when its my bedtime.
i feel alone. we are away like 8-9hrs each day for work=money and when we are at home, we are away doing things individually. Its like we are at the past stage of singlehood. I don't like it.
Hubby, i never ever stop you from your addiction to cartoons and game but i need you to limit it. baby and mummy needs your attention more this upcoming time of my life hor.
SIGH!!!
Usually when i'm not in a grumpy mood, i would sleep peacefully while my hubby watch me smiling.
But when i'am in a grumpy mood, i would be the one watching my hubby sleep.
So yesterday was a bit of limit for me.
You see, i am frustrated with things happening around me. My bro is having issues with the wifey and *shakes head* the wifey is one confused mad drama woman from KL.
At first, she annoyed me for (a)not liking me coz i don't cover up and (b) for ill-treating my bro as her hubby. Now she irritated me by not allowing my grandma and aunt to come and sleepover at their crib in JB. She really want to kena SmAcK sama me!
you wait you wait.
Then secondly maybe i myself mad also. I'm into 31 weeks of my pregnancy stage. My baby is fine, doing super well and position ready to come out. I keep telling him, please wait and be patience.
I'm getting heavier and feel heavier. I'm weighing 60.5 kg now or more, heh. Clothes not fitting well lately. The baby kicking is stronger each day and i'm happy when he kicks.
Next week I'd be going for my check-up, 32 weeks soon. My gynae wanna do a 3d scan of my baby's face if he doesn't cover up like last week. Be good baby boy, mummy wanna see you.
I'm getting tired easily and sleepy and mood swing. I feel like i need 100% undivided attention from my dear hubby. Especially at night before my bed-time. It's just that sometimes, i'm often left alone to doze off at night while hubby watches his japanese cartoons at the retro room.
but yesterday, with coming home to a slightly messy house (to me lar) and tired, and hubby already planned his cartoons viewing, i got upset and depressed.
So i cried while trying to sleep ~ alone ~ unintentionally.
i feel lonely and sad at the same time like nobody cares for me. It annoyed further when i heard hubby laughing and enjoying himself. Hey, he's home earlier than me and has already plunged into watching at least 2 episode of cartoons, another 2 cartoons while i watched the amazing race and yet he still continued to watch more when its my bedtime.
i feel alone. we are away like 8-9hrs each day for work=money and when we are at home, we are away doing things individually. Its like we are at the past stage of singlehood. I don't like it.
Hubby, i never ever stop you from your addiction to cartoons and game but i need you to limit it. baby and mummy needs your attention more this upcoming time of my life hor.
SIGH!!!
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1 Comments:
take care burpies. dont be too upset over ur *sewel* sister in law.. not healthy u know.
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