6 Weeks Lesser

I am so counting down the days to my big day, where i shall officially be a wife to my precious baby. *deep breathe*

I've had a mixture of feeling and mood swings for the big day. Sometimes i am feeling excited about us living together, being really adult and just be happy with whatever we have. And sometimes, when he is busy with his stuffs, i would get uncertain. Will he do that to me...like put his priority more on his games and japanese animinations? Coz sometimes, it annoys me hugely.

afterall, my baby did leave me feeling worry for entire 45 minutes for forgeting that he supposed to meet me at 6.15pm, not at 7pm. Reason due to he went to a different game arcade (which i didn't remember that there's another arcade in Plaza sing area), played a game and forgot that i finished at 6pm on that nicely plan turned wrong date.

and sometimes, i feel that i will miss my mommy so much. For she is the queen in the household, cooking, cleaning and just looking after me. Even though i complained a lot last time about her. I wonder if i am able to do that. be a good wife first to him.

let's face it. i don't cook much. in fact rarely... and i'm sure don't want him to cook for me (coz that isn't nice and fair). I don't like cleaning the house, coz i will end up sneezing badly... but i'm sure he wouldn't mind helping out either, coz that's fair.

well, all i want now and later is to be happy. and he has done a great job by making me happy, secure and level all the time. Muahz to baby.

hmmm...i guess this is my deepest post ever for this blog.

Now, i have to get ready for my appointment with Decorama Weddings for my dais.