When I first got to know about blogging, i was amazed. I didn't bother to try it coz reading it was much more meaningful and fun. I was thinking "why would one want to share the thoughts to the world?"
Why world? Internet is not a personal space. It is indeed the OUTERSPACE cum world. I would spend the times poking my keepoh eyes on Fauzana's life and others that was linked, other than my normal chatting on MIRC.
After getting bored with MIRC, I dared myself to try BLOGGING. It was a mess at first, promising myself not to brat about my life and thoughts. I ended dissing more. Guess what? I feel great.
I was a blog addict. Each day, i would think of ideas of stories on what to fill that empty space in that SPACE, just for the readers. I remembered dissing on JENNA (Survivor winner) and boy, people dissed me back.
Hate-clubs taggers are bunch of people which I'm not sure where it originates. They pick and pick on whatever smallest things that is bound illegal and sensitive to them. Gosh, get a life.
Even my baby was thinking, "blogging is so crap!" He didn't stop when he told me he too wanted to start having one. I was laughing my lungs out.
But after a year plus of blogging, it started to make me feel different. There is indeed side effects to this blogging arena.
I couldn't sleep at night because my mind was in this blogging world, kept talking to myself on what to write. It's insane and absurd. I was not happy with my handwriting recently as I looked at my answer papers. I was like 'God! I write like chicken's claw! and i rather type than write.'
Lately i was comtemplating on quiting. I love being online. But but but... clicking back on the links, i found that many had decided to call 'it's a wrap'. I wondered if i should too.
It is indeed sucking my energy out. I'm sharing my own personal details and at the same time, reading about yours. The difference is, it doesn't mean I know you well. It is much different about chatting. When you chat, you kept those sentences in the log. But when you blog, you can't really (this is for those who choose to go Public and complaining about it... like me) hide from it. Those sentences are right smack in your eyes and face.
Does this makes sense?
Just to sum up, I still love writing, looking at pretty pictures and poking my face in some peeps lives. However all this fun-ness will soon end. Just like the chatting years. Blogging years will die out slowly as people will get burn and bored with technology.
Make sense?
People will rather use their pen and diary to write out their thoughts. It is wiser to do it that way if keeping secrets. Maybe, we are too influence in Media cum Hollywood lifestyle where POPULAR cum PUBLICITY is the main target of life. Being online is yet a cheaper and convenient way of becoming one.
Afterall, we are indeed looking at monitor that functions like a normal Television. Do you get it? *smile*
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